I have so many people relying on me. I have so many people looking up to me. I have so many people I have to help accomplish their dreams. I love what I do, but at the end of the day, even though I take care of so many people, I want someone to take care of me too. Someone who will lay with me in bed and let me know that I’m being taken care of as well. I just want someone to talk to at night and just connect with me and understand me. Unfortunately, I am yet to find someone who can understand me without me having to say much. My thoughts are so clusterfucked.
The inclination to skew perception of others based on fantasy. The “distortion” is in the perception of others, based not on actual experience with the individual but from a projected fantasy personality. For example: when one falls in love they can create an image of the person as the “perfect match” or “soul mate” only to find out later the person did not match the original perception. The fantasy personality is created in part from experience and from emotional stress. The stress of forming a new relationship or finding a life mate, where one contemplates reproduction, can be seen as stress, although it is perceived as pleasurable. “Falling in love” can create the atmosphere where parataxic distortion is primarily involved in the perception of the object of affection. It is possible in these situations for chemical influences to play a role in the “falling in love” process.
Little 14 year old girl, just stop it right there.
Nights like this make me realize that I have no one but myself. Even with all the fun nights with friends, you are still by yourself when you wake up. I’ve always felt that emptiness of being alone when I woke up. There was only one girl that stopped that loneliness. Even though it was a crazy time, it was still something so precious. I know I’m not with that person anymore but I am so thankful for being with that person because I at least no what that feeling is like. Same goes for heartbreak in relationships. The reason why you’re heart is so broken is because you can’t have that feeling anymore. Nobody really takes time to think about how thankful they should be that unlike some people, they actually experience unconditional love from someone. Yeah its pretty hard not to be sad when thinking about these feelings, but I believe that you grow quicker and get over it quicker if you are more thankful for having experienced it rather than being sad over it. This is what mental alchemy is. Its the belief that YOU can change your life through your own thought process immediately. I know its hard to do, but what isn’t when its worth so much? People will hurt you, but its how you react to being hurt that changes everything. When people get hurt, they know that the next day is going to be the same, that hurt is going to be there, but if you start saying to yourself every time you see a mirror “This pain is not worthy of me” you will get over it quickly I promise. Loving yourself is the most precious act of love you can show anyone.
When life is bringing you down BE EXCITED! As hard as it may be, be excited because your life is like a bow and arrow. You have to drag the bow back before you release it and it launches forward. That’s how your life is! Life is dragging you back so that it may launch you forward!
Life challenges aren’t really life challenges when you choose to respond to it differently. The secret to being successful is EVENTS + RESPONSE = OUTCOME. If you can master how you react to everything in your path, then you can master the outcome. Law of attraction states that “like attracts like.” The entire universe consists of vibrating energy. If you send out to the universe negative energy, then what you will get in return is negativity. For example when someone is having a bad morning, their entire day is ruined… This is because they are sending out constant negative energy to the universe and they always say “Can it get any worse?” Well the universe is going to answer back with a big FUCK YES. But if you send out positive energy, the feeling of wealth, happiness and joy to the universe, then by the law of attraction, those emotions will attract other events and things that relate to those positive emotions. THIS SHIT FUCKING WORKS TRUST ME. I’ve been doing this for the past 4 months, and my life is turning around in drastic ways. This is a piece of knowledge I would like to share with you guys because I want you all to live and prosper.